{"id":1213,"date":"2020-08-11T21:06:09","date_gmt":"2020-08-12T04:06:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/?p=1213"},"modified":"2020-08-12T16:30:30","modified_gmt":"2020-08-12T23:30:30","slug":"the-question-of-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/index.php\/2020\/08\/11\/the-question-of-time\/","title":{"rendered":"The Question of Time"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"1213\" class=\"elementor elementor-1213\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-fd157c9 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"fd157c9\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3ea01a6\" data-id=\"3ea01a6\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e52d550 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"e52d550\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tIt was a beautiful, sunny, July morning. I was sitting in the hospital, waiting for my upper GI. Waiting! Waiting, because they had inadvertently overlooked me.\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-3d354ae elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"3d354ae\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-44fbf15\" data-id=\"44fbf15\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0fd5f59 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"0fd5f59\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"568\" height=\"720\" src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/part0-1.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1214\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/part0-1.jpg 568w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/part0-1-237x300.jpg 237w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 568px) 100vw, 568px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-8357abf\" data-id=\"8357abf\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1f428f2 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"1f428f2\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tThis was just a few months over a year since my husband\u2019s death. My thoughts drifted to him. I opened my purse\u2014flipped through my wallet and began studying his picture. Suddenly, as though a light went on in my brain, I whispered to myself, \u201cOf course!\u201d It had clearly come to me, the answer to a question that had puzzled me for over fifty years. I grabbed my pen and began writing on a scrap of paper. For, it was important that I get my thoughts written down. \u201cYes, it all makes sense now!\u201d I uttered to myself.\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-a88c491 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"a88c491\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-4c852ed\" data-id=\"4c852ed\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8a88f07 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"8a88f07\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tIt was in the late 50\u2019s, before the interstate had opened up. Our little group of six, was only one of the many cars traveling every day, back and forth from our small town, to make the fifty-mile trip to work in the city.\n\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c0ec6e4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"c0ec6e4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tI sat on the back seat in the middle of two ladies. The lady to my left, an older lady, I will call Mrs. B., was a little gray headed lady. She was short, somewhat on the pudgy side, very quiet, and sweet (except that one time I remember, when she grabbed her umbrella, and gave Mr. Bill a whack over the head for driving too fast.)\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-4713b53 elementor-hidden-tablet elementor-hidden-phone elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"4713b53\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-81f6434\" data-id=\"81f6434\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8074bc8 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"8074bc8\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tMrs. B. was always so anxious, and very willing to pull out her wallet, and show me a picture of her husband, who was stationed in another part of the country, making his career in the military. He didn\u2019t get home much. And I would wonder, did he have another wife\u2014or another family? Oh well. Anyway, it puzzled me.\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-05dd620 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"05dd620\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tShe always showed me the same picture of that young, dark-haired, and handsome man. Dressed in his uniform\u2014he was charming, to say the least! But she seemed so old! Gray-headed! The picture showed him so young! I wondered; doesn\u2019t she have a more recent picture? Surely, he wasn\u2019t that young!\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c8e0109 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"c8e0109\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tNow, sitting here at the hospital, looking at my husband, I can see. It all makes sense! That was about 55 years ago!\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-fb4fc86\" data-id=\"fb4fc86\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9e1eaf5 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"9e1eaf5\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"713\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1218 lazyload\" alt=\"\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg 713w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-209x300.jpg 209w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-768x1102.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-1070x1536.jpg 1070w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 713px) 100vw, 713px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 713px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 713\/1024;\" \/><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"713\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1218 lazyload\" alt=\"\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg 713w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-209x300.jpg 209w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-768x1102.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-1070x1536.jpg 1070w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 713px) 100vw, 713px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 713px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 713\/1024;\" \/><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"713\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1218\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg 713w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-209x300.jpg 209w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-768x1102.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-1070x1536.jpg 1070w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 713px) 100vw, 713px\" \/><\/noscript><\/noscript>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-0a5db40 elementor-hidden-desktop elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"0a5db40\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-20ae2a3\" data-id=\"20ae2a3\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-cfab15c elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"cfab15c\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tMrs. B. was always so anxious, and very willing to pull out her wallet, and show me a picture of her husband, who was stationed in another part of the country, making his career in the military. He didn\u2019t get home much. And I would wonder, did he have another wife\u2014or another family? Oh well. Anyway, it puzzled me.\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-83723ad elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"83723ad\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>She always showed me the same picture of that young, dark-haired, and handsome man. Dressed in his uniform\u2014he was charming, to say the least! But she seemed so old! Gray-headed! The picture showed him so young! I wondered; doesn\u2019t she have a more recent picture? Surely, he wasn\u2019t that young!<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-185e363\" data-id=\"185e363\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-dfe03a8 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"dfe03a8\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"713\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1218 lazyload\" alt=\"\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg 713w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-209x300.jpg 209w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-768x1102.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-1070x1536.jpg 1070w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 713px) 100vw, 713px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 713px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 713\/1024;\" \/><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"713\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1218 lazyload\" alt=\"\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg 713w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-209x300.jpg 209w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-768x1102.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-1070x1536.jpg 1070w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 713px) 100vw, 713px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 713px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 713\/1024;\" \/><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"713\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1218\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-713x1024.jpg 713w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-209x300.jpg 209w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-768x1102.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1-1070x1536.jpg 1070w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/nathan-dumlao-5Hl5reICevY-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 713px) 100vw, 713px\" \/><\/noscript><\/noscript>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-3dd26f0 elementor-hidden-desktop elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"3dd26f0\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-0e51893\" data-id=\"0e51893\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4747e16 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4747e16\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tNow, sitting here at the hospital, looking at my husband, I can see. It all makes sense! That was about 55 years ago!\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-1fa3b3f elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1fa3b3f\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-32ec54b\" data-id=\"32ec54b\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7b72285 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"7b72285\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tThis is a new time in my life. I\u2019m gray-headed, shorter, pudgy, and my husband also is away\u2014far away\u2014in Heaven! So, why is it that I carry that particular picture of my husband\u2014that favorite picture, the one he had taken when he was 35 years young? Because that\u2019s the way I want to remember him! That was a wonderful time in our life. When he was strong. Vibrant. And full of life\u2014and very handsome. That picture still sends chills up my spine, and stirs my soul, while I study the spark of love in his eyes from happier times.\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ede9ab2 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ede9ab2\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>So, I conclude, yes. Now I do understand! It\u2019s an interesting\u00a0but extremely important thing\u2014TIME!<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e46d91c elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"e46d91c\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">\u2022  \u2022  \u2022  \u2022  \u2022<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9bee652 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"9bee652\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\u201cTo everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born and a time to die\u2026 A time to weep and a time to laugh; I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.\u201d  \n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b967955 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"b967955\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>Ecclesiastes 3: 1,2a, 4a, and 17<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-7387297 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"7387297\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-207bed5\" data-id=\"207bed5\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-98b9ad1 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"98b9ad1\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"758\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-758x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1217 lazyload\" alt=\"\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-758x1024.jpg 758w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-222x300.jpg 222w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-768x1038.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-1137x1536.jpg 1137w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 758px) 100vw, 758px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 758px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 758\/1024;\" \/><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"758\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-758x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1217\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-758x1024.jpg 758w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-222x300.jpg 222w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-768x1038.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1-1137x1536.jpg 1137w, https:\/\/lydiacameron.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/jessica-delp-dERzcy1QAYE-unsplash-1.jpg 1250w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 758px) 100vw, 758px\" \/><\/noscript>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-aac3dd1\" data-id=\"aac3dd1\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-14399f9 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"14399f9\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tThe Lord puts us on this earth for a purpose. Our time is in His hand but it is our choice whether we will follow His will in this life and serve Him or to refuse and reject Him and serve Satan\u2014our enemy.\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e2ebecb elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"e2ebecb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tWe do not know the time between our birth and our death! The most critical decision we have to make is the time we choose to accept Christ as our Savior, asking forgiveness for our sins, and inviting Him into our heart\u2014at that time, He sends the Holy Spirit to dwell in our heart and soul. 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